Going Home

One day, I will have seen all the things that i needed to see
One day, I will eat all the things that I needed to eat
One day, I will have learned everything that I needed to know
One day, I will stop breathing.......
Don’t know when, but it can happen anytime and anywhere.....
Once I take that last breath
That last heart beat.....
That last touch from a love one.....
That last kiss......
I’m gone......
Friends left behind.....
Family left crying, wishing I never left......
Its too soon for him to go, your friends and family would say.....
But there shouldn’t be any tears, no sorrows no complaints......
I’m gone physically......but I'm always here in spirit.....
It was just my time to go home.....
God called me in.....
So I cant fight it, I must go home......
So hold on to your tears.......I will see you when you come home.....
I will surely miss you, but.......
I will see you soon.......
Going home is a new life and a new start
So I'll be going home one day....
But for now Ima live everyday as its my last......

My Beautiful

My beautiful is one of a kind....
My beautiful is unique
My beautiful is fine from her head to her behind
My beautiful is smart
My beautiful is funny
She always keeps me laughing....
My beautiful is open-minded and says whats on her mind no matter what it is....
My beautiful is soft, everywhere on her body...
My beautiful is passionate....
When she kisses me, when she hugs me, when she does things to me that I love....
My beautiful gives me drive, excitment, action, fun, pleasure......
My beautiful keeps it real and 100 with me....
My beautiful never has to lie to me about anything
My beautiful is stylish no matter if she doesnt have every new shoes or clothes all the time
Just makes her own swagg out of what she has....
My beautiful is independent
She doesnt rely on me for everything, she wants or needs.....
My beautiful is down for anything
My beautiful understands me and everything I been through
My beautiful listens to me and always keep me thinking
My beautiful calls me just to say hey or I love you.....
My beautiful helps me get up when Im down
My beautifulis my heart, my love, my everything.....
My beautiful is a woman, not a girl
My beautiful is a wife
And I hope to find my beautiful one day and make her mines.....

More Then Sex

Relationship are more then just laying down
Opening your legs or putting something between them
Its more then sex to any relationship....
Before you lay down, answer this??
Is it worth it in the long run?
Whats gonna happen after yall do it?
Are yall just doing this just to do it?
Is there real feelings between yall or just want some cause you have a appetite for some?
Is it love of like?
Answer that and tell me what you will say now....
Why most it be about sex all the time....
When its all about that....
There's no trust, no respect, no love, no passion, no loyalty
No nothing......
It should be more then sex in a relationship....
Should be care, passion, respect, loyal, trust, interest and love
There's nothing wrong with kissing, hugging, touching, etc....
But when you get down and lay down...
What happens next?
Be real to yourself, your mind and your body.....
So before you lay down and make that decision to do it....
Make sure your in the right mind set.....
ANd at least do it for the right reason....
Its more then sex
If you stop and think....
If it aint real dont push yourself to make it....
And if that other person doesnt understand...
Close your legs or pull up your pants....
And walk away
Its better to be real then to be fake....
Its more then sex....
If you listen to your heart.....

Love Yourself

Nobody knows you but yourself and God
Love yourself and know yourself is all on you
You cant love someone, unless you can love yourself....
Or love God.....
You cant expect yourself to fall in love with someone unless you love, care, trust and respect you
You say you love him or her.....
You say he or she is the one
You say I love who he or she is and how he or she makes me feel......
But you should stop and think
Do I love myself?
Do I believe in me.....
Can I be happy by myself.....
The things I do and the things I say
I may not like who I am, but you should love where you stand
You may not love or like where your at right now.....
But realize you couldnt be where you at right now
You could be dead.....
Dont rush love or into it
Because love can rush away from you...
Learn to love for who you are....
Get to know you and your mind, heart and body....
Before you know that special someone you want to love......
Its better to depend on your heart then the mind
The mind says alot, but the heart says whats real and true......
Love and know you before you risk loosing any kind of love in the future....
Love yourself.....

I Want To Know

Its more then your beautiful and your apperance that I want to see and feel
I want to know your heart, soul, and your mind.....
Its more then your outside that I want to know.........
I wanna know the inside of you
Take you out and sit you down and get to know you
Know things you wouldnt tell other people
Know things that make you laugh
Things that make you happy, sad, mad.....
Things you wanna do, but you want someone else to do for you.....
Things you cant do, but you want someone else to do for you.....
I wanna know what makes you cry
What makes you feel good.....
What makes you love someone......
I wanna fall in love with your heart and soul, not just by the way you look......
If I could fall in love with someone's beauty, I be married now
But I dont want that....
I want somethin true and real
I want to give you drive, passion, desire, romance.....pleasure.....love......
I want what comes from within not from without....
I want to know the inside of you
The outside matters to me, but if you dont have the right heart and soul then it just won't work.....
The outside is your apperance and what you can offer me and give me physically and also pleasure
Also the outside is what can please me
The inside is what I wanna witness.........
The inside is what I can feel, seek, pursue, trust, respect, care and most important love.....
Thats what I want to know and thats where I wanna be.........

T.I. "Pledge Allegiance to the Swag" featuring Rick Ross, Official Versi...

How Could You Love

How could you love, without loving yourself
How could you love, without loving God
Hoe could you love, if the sun doesnt shine
If the sky isnt blue or black
If the grass wasnt green
If the wind didnt blow
If the tree's werent tall
If the rain.....wasnt pouring
If the thunder didnt......make a sound
If the lighting had no light.........
How could you love
If its not in your heart
Not on your mind
Not even in the soul......
How could you love, without a kiss from the lips
A hug from the body and arms
A stare into ones eyes
The touch of a hand
Without.......the thought of it.......love
A rushing heartbeat
A phone call or text
Without making contact with them at all.....
How could you love
You lie, you cheat, you disrespect, your fake......
How could you love without.........
Respect, care, loyalty, passion, honor, trust........
You cant...........
How could you love.......
Without singing it, praying for it, asking for it.........
Saying it...........
How could you love
If the love isnt true, real and honored
How..........
How could you love..........
Hoe could you love the impossible but not the possible??
Tell me that and maybe you could love............